I’ve been kinda quiet lately. This is mostly because I have not been in the place spiritually where I have had good news to share. There has been a darkness looming over me and that has practically brought me to my knees. It can only be described as a sorrow. A deep and unyielding sorrow. So I asked myself how could I come forward and share the good news with you if I was covered in pain and sadness that I couldn’t find my own way.
It was at that moment that I understood something that is hard to understand. I was expecting to be perfect. I thought I needed to be more than what I could be. I thought I needed to be a hero who never had bad days and who never struggled. The reality is, that’s just not me. I have bad days but I also have good days. It is the good days that pull me from the bad and remind me that everything is going to be alright.
I am thankful to have a family that loves me so deeply and without compromise. They understand that I won’t always be at my best and they love me anyway. It was hard for me to write this post. In fact, I thought about not posting at all. After a while though I realized that I needed to share this with you. You, my fans, who joined me on this journey because you believed in what I was trying to do.
You believed in my music but most importantly, you believed in the message. The message is simple. It is about finding a way to navigate through a crazy world without letting the world define you. It is about making a decision that you will fight for your happiness because it is worth it. It is about realizing that happiness is not a matter of how much money you have in your bank account but rather how good the relationships are in your life that you do have.
If you are fortunate enough to receive financial abundance it is about having the spirit of giving so that you are in a position to receive. The world tells you that you will always be poor unless you make the decision to walk over others. I believe that you will always be poor if you believe that wealth is about pain and abuse. Wealth, in its essence is having an abundance and when you use what you have to better not just your life but those around you as well, that is a truly incredible thing. That is when you are able to say that you are living the life of abundance.
I haven’t achieved the financial freedom that I seek yet but I have an abundant life and I give back on a daily basis because I believe that it is when you care about the world that you are able to change it. Will I always have days where I feel like sharing my story? Nope, I sure won’t. Yet, it is that very story that defines who I am as a person and it is the platform that I build my future.
Thank you for being a part of this journey with me. I value you.